so many things have passed... birthdays, major holidays and its the new year already...
well life have been pretty much the same all these while. working, sleeping and slacking... cant it be any more boring???
well have some thoughts for all these while....
i reli duno wad to do about my life~~
so many stuffs that makes me confused.... duno what to choose to do and wad not to do....
though i reli wanna finish my NS soon, but wad am i going to do after that? it is reli making me vexed~~ should i further on my studies or go join the workforce already? i reli duno man~~
and as for now, what should i do? if i wanna further on my studies after ns, money is the hindrance... im pretty sure my family would not be able to support me... which means i gotta do everything on my own.... which is 'ban gong ban du'
will i even be independent enough to be so disciplined?
For this while, i have always wanted to get my bike license asap and to get my own bike... but now... the thoughts are starting to waver too... will i be able to support it? what if i wanna further my studies? how am i gonna support everything?
jeez... all these are making me confused.... i noe that cert in singapore is very very important... but there is just too many factors to think about...
1. will i get back the mood to study? (it has been 3 years since i last studied)
2. can i get into any course? (my L1R4 is 26 points for goodness sake!)
3. where am i gonna get enough money? (and if possible for my bike too)
4. im a fickle minded person.. so what course will interest me? my interest just keep changing..
well but most importantly, its the bike thing, should i or should not i continue with it? its just the beginning though.....
really need some advice if anyone reads this~~
some more things which is lingering in my mind also... but think i will just pour it out another time perhaps~~~
well.... did some things yesterday which i really regretted doing... will not talk about the details though cause its some bad stuffs... well but i reli duno why i will do tat thing... its just so not me... reli reli regretted doing it... i wont ever do it again man! and ppl who went with me ytd, pls dun do them again also...
after doing it, it sort of reminded me of something long ago, something a particular person said about me before... i dun wanna be the descripted person...
well this is all that i will say in here i guess...
hmmm.. duno wads happening... but i just have been very tired these few days.... it has been either working or at home all the while.... nth seems to interest me at all~~~
lazing and sleeping most of the time... not in the mood for anything..
wads happening to me man?
well something has been lingering in my mind all these while... though only 2 ppl noe exactly wad happens and i told them i will forget about it~~
it just comes on and off... arghx! duno wad should i do about it also... can someone gimme some guidance? jeeeez~~~ this is so irritating!!!
hmmm a few days has passed since my birthday... was either outside or working so did not have the time to blog... so finally had some time now~~
well i reli was not expecting so much from all my brothers and sisters! i was actually kinda tired on my birthday so i was actually quite lazy to go out... well but at night, they asked me out... since i was bored at home i went to meet them... it was reli a big surprise for me! all the fun started after i leave my house's lift!! the cake was there and the song was sang.. i was so touched by them~~~
well we played a lot after tat... i was the first one to kana of course.... flour with duno wad was smashed at me.. kao! it irritated my eye and face so muchhhhhhhh la!!! and it has all to to with GW.... hes the culprit!!! kns one lo! lols~~~
i actually went home to wash up after that.. and went down again -_-....
but it was not all! next was mabeline! she smashed the cake on my face this time~~~ and thats where world war 3 started man...
well but a there was a hell lot of fun~~~ but poor MS... wasabi got into his eyes.... sooooo painful de la!!! lols... in the end, everyvody had to go up my house to wash up! lols!!!!
well after tat we went for dinner... had a great time there... but too bad tim and mabel left early!!! we haven take our group photo lo!! forgot sia~~~ siannnnn
well in the end we went to yx's house downstairs to slack... didn't do much at first.. but in the end we took lots and lots of photos~~~ hahaha
well here are just some of the photos taken.... there are just too much to upload and somemore there are photos from tim's cam which i haven receive oso.....
hmmm.... it has been a long time since i had last blogged.... well nth much has happened recently actually... though there were a couple of times where some stuffs happened... but i was too lazy to blog.... stuffs like the night cycling and more.... lols
well just a few hours ago... on the 26th... a bunch of buddies of mine celebrated my advanced birthday... cuz some of them cant make it on the actual day... due to ns and school... so had it just now....
well met up them in the evening just now... slack around than we went to get our present... dilly dallyed here and there and finally they got me a pair of shorts... well its really nice and sweet of u guys! i love it too!!! thanks!!!! =) and we went to have dinner after tat... had pepper lunch at lido...
after that... we went to 'dynasty' for singing session... had a lot of fun! especially wy!! some of his singing was so funny la~~~ everybody almost rolled around laughing lo... haha! everyone sang and it was reli fun.... and i realise smth... my singing was super duper bad la! lols! i wont ever go sing again man!!! lols!!!
hmmmm, though the time spent just now was not very long... but thanks guys! there was alot of fun.... u can call it short and sweet.. hahhaa!
(some commets....)
WL: hey 'chiat liao bi' gia~~~ reli thanks for everything today... u made the effort to call everyone out... chose my pressie... u r the best man! love you!!!!! XD
VIN: haha seeee 'mankok'!!! thanks for coming down today man~~~ u nvr sang much at dynasty today!!! how can u be like tat! spotting a bit la~~~~ hahahhaa! well goin back in later le yea.... take care of yourself yea!!!! and get her soon ar~ hahah!!! love ya~~ =)
YC: hmmmmm.... u also like vin... maybe worse la!!! i think u only sang 1 song rite!!! and did not even finish la... is i sing halfway than give u sing rite~~~ hahahha! but well at least u sang la... not so anti.. =) thanks for coming too!!!! muacks!!!! =P
YX: well heard from wl tat u were able to make it due to the spamming of your phone from him.... hahhaa! thanks for coming! there wont be as much fun if u were not around... especially in dynasty.. just like another wy.... suddenly so high when singing!!! hahahhaa!!! love you!~~
MS: yo ROD guy~ hahaha! thanks for being around even though u only had 2 hours of sleep... it must be tiring ar~ but i dun think u were very tired also... sang so much la!! hahahha! but after tat should be very shack le ba~~ hahahha! rest well yea! MUACCKS!!! XD
WY: hahaha! so high in dynasty la! without you our session there sure not tat fun already! thanks dude! and NS in 8yrs? LOLS! jkjk dun worry, ur letter will be coming soon~~~ take care and love ya!!!
PW: well nvr met up with your friends today rite~ cannot wake up or because you wanna come celebrate my bdae? celebrate my bdae rite? hahaha!!! thanks for coming! reli had a lot of fun! no emo today.. lols!! well rest well... not enuff slp le ar... eyebacks and dark rings coming back ar~~ but no worries! u will nvr win me!!! hahaha!!!! love ya!!!~~~ XD
TIM: hey handsome.... almost lost ur voice due to singing already rite~~~~ hahaha! well thanks for coming down today!!! well anw.. i will reli try to come out with the designs sooon~~~~ november le... we only left with 1 month!!!! omg!!! hahaha! MUACKS!!! XD
MABEL: the one that always bully me! thanks for coming today!!! but no thanks for bullying me! LOLS! and i nvr pinch u today! ur blue black i duno how it come one!!! hahaha~ thanks once again! love ya!!! XD
CW: hmmm though u only came for a while~~ thanks for coming too!!! moved to ur new place le ar.... no more scissors cut scissors at night le! =( hahha! take care bro! we can still meet up de!!! gonna miss u!!!! *kisses*
GW: well nvr came today ar!!! miss so much fun man!!! hahaha! well but its ok la... u were with me ytd oso ma!!! and theres still mon and tues.... u oso free on both days ma~ hahahaha! so i will surely meet u one! hahaha love ya!!!!
TIM n MABEL: stay loving u two! there will always be obstacles for the both of you... so gotta work together and get over them yea! so that your love for each other will keep growing... settle everything peacefully! trust is also very important, believe in each other in everything... and tim, treat mabel nice nice ar! if she complain to me u die!!! im her guardian angel so i will protect her if u bully her... LOLS!!!!!!
wow... there was sure a lot of thankings.... LOLS!!! but lastly.. its still a thanks! thanks for everything..... XD
heres some photos taken today.. not all though... lazy upload all.. haha!
and those who have photos in their phone.... send me thru msn or phone!!!
and those who have photos in their phone.... send me thru msn or phone!!!
life has still been very much the same~~ patrols, sleeps, slack.... lols... but time seems to pass super duper fast! it has already became October already...
well in a few more hours time, it will be vincent's turn to join me... NS life~~~ hahaha. well take care bro, have 'fun' inside yea.. cant wait till u book out and see how u look like when u are botak man! haha! hmm 3 weeks wont be a long time one... blink blink jiu reach already!
well tats all ba... nth much to say already! take care~~~
F1
has been able to hear their engines these 2 days just at home... well its true that the sound is very cool and thrilling... but if u r hearing them for like hours... they are just damn irritating.... lolls!!!
though f1 is cool, it made my job suck... it actually changed my weekend off away... thats so ridiculous la! after 7 weeks of waiting and at last my weekend off.. and they are gone.... kns!
as for tml, working time wil be 2.30pm till 2am... thats like soooo long la!!! until last train sia... i reli feel waste of time la! as if terriorist will reli appear liddat.. -_-
hmm went out with joleen and vincent ytd.. cant believed it but we spent most of the time in bugis~~ it has been decades since last saw joleen la, well grown thinner le ar~~
we ate, played arcade and the most surprising thing... i ACTUALLY AGREED to watch 'mirrors' with them... omg.. hmmm the show was not very scary la(though im still very scared la) but its kinda gore... watching those slow and steady torturing scenes makes me turn my head away man~~ and there were funny ppl there also... someone was 'hung' until their popcorns flew, laugh till crazy lo... another pair even dropped their milo la! hahahah... from a horror movie till a comedy in some sense man!
after tat, we went to parklane for dota... joleen not bad ar! i tank for u only XD lols!!!
